Gah!!! Everyone is always on my ass about something or another. My dad is suck a prick, not just sometimes--ALL THE TIME! He'll let me get my way most of the time, but then he bitches and moans about it and takes his damn good time. Or he'll say yes but then all of a sudden he won't feel good and he'll lay in his bed all day with his fucking addiction to pain pills and get high all day. I smoke weed, but I'm not addicted to it. His fat ass goes from ER to ER to get pain pills when he runs out. He takes somas, vicodin, and morphine. He's always such as ass to me. I wanna tell you about this morning.

Alright, I wake up at 7 b/c it was cold and then I went back to sleep cuz no one else was awake. I woke up again around 9. I couldn't find my cigarettes or glasses anywhere. WTF, right? Well, last night, I was hanging 0ut in my dad's room before I went to bed. I knocked lightly and he didn't respond so I just went in. He was up playing computer. I was like I left my cigs and glasses in here last night. He said I haven't seen them. I was like that's weird, and I noticed he was smoking my cigs. What the hell dude?

Anywho, I looked around and didn't find my cigs (had i commented on him smoking one, I would have been yelled at). Couldn't find my glasses. I went back to my room and found my glasses. A bit later I told my dad I had to go to the bank and the cig store but I didn't have money for gas. He was like we'll take my car. I said okay. We went downstairs and he was like your uncle has my keys. I said okay and sat on the couch. He walked upstairs, assumably to ge the keys from his brother. 10 minutes later, i walked upstairs to see what was up and he was playing his damn computer again. I was like dude! i thought we were gonna go get cigarettes cuz you smoked all mine. And then, he started screaming at me like I robbed his house and killed his puppy. Anyway, now my dad's pissed at me, I have no gas money and no cigarettes, unless I can talk my boyfriend to drive up here and ge4t me some, but he thinks I should quit so he probably won't.

Can anyone lend me 7 bucks and gimme a ride? Yeah, I know, it's not gonna happen. :/ Wish life worked like that though. I'll just get high. I have plenty of weed which helps me put up with assholes 24/7. hoorah. Thats all I have for now.